I'm an idiot. Stupid, stupid, stupid idiot. WHY?! I mean, really, I am a SOOK. a WUSS. I am pissed off. Okay. Basically, the dinner was boring. Well, maybe because I was sitting next to guys that were just.... bleh. So, yeah. It was boring. Then I saw Pat. My heart like, stopped. Yeah, I know it sounds so cliche, but it did. I spent like, the first part of the dinner looking over the head of the guy next to me, gazing at Pat, hoping he'd notice me like, staring, and hopefully look back. I mean, he said "Hi" to me a few times last year @ socials, and last night it was like he didn't even recognise me. I was SOOO cut. After the food and the movie, I dragged Maddi beside me and like, walked in front of him 25 times. I even tried jabbering in Chinese to her next to him, in case he understood and turned around. But NO. Didn't work ..... -.-" Wah lau eh. Then, she was like "When he leaves, you can shout out 'Bye Patrick!'. So I was like, okay. Then when it was time, I didn't do it. DIAO. I felt like a complete utter ass that night.
Anyway, this morning Maddi gave me his number, on the condition that I text him. So I did. But he hasn't replied. Shit. OK, sorry for the retarded post peoples. Waaaaahh ..... *sob*
Toodle-pip
Oh, and I like chocolate. (: