Erm... not much to say about anything right now -.-" I mean, I started this new account on a whim ('coz I'm sick of the old one) and I wasn't planning ahead on what to write. I suppose that I should have some kind of introduction thing, but maybe I won't need it til later, when people start to actually read and take in what I'm blabbing about *sighs heavily* Well, maybe a little poem will help kill this awkward silence :D It's one that I wrote yesterday about a friend of mine that I've left behind. Um... bon appetite?
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I saw it in her face
That we were only friends, nothing more
Feeling a right disgrace
Wanting only a hug, forsaken at the door
With a flippant wave, no looking back
Waltzing out of my life
Took a knife to my heart; now it is love I lack
Leaving me caught in the tide of strife
The times she refused my hand on her shoulder
The times her own were wound around me
The times I pushed our limits, getting bolder
The hurt felt when she said "No", I never let her see
How I tried to get close, overcome with desperation
Throwing my heart into foolish dreams
Too late now, I've forced our seperation
Hiding failure behind the smirk of a cat that's got its cream
Maybe it's the power I had over her innocence
Now replaced by a facade as black as my own
Taught her too well how to play the game, lost my common sense
Lost her to the darkness, oh how she's grown
Grown into the thing I hate most
I'm sorry, 女王. So, so sorry...
Ahem... I think that only intensified the awkwardness of the situation. Oh well, no biggie. Once I get out more, I'll have more crap to write about. Til then, I suppose.
Toodle-pip!
Oh, and I like chocolate. (: